Simply a blog about what I dream.

A few months ago I started writing my dreams in a journal. I decided I wanted them more private. I may randomly write entries from it on here. 

Very weird dream that doesn’t make much sense alert. I believe my dream started off with me in this very strange house. There were these cave-like tunnels that were white but had showers in different parts and glass so you could see the greenery. Well anyways, I was like going through them and then I got to the main bathroom and this guy and a kid were doing a shoot of the kid looking like he was drowning. I guess it was an assignment because I needed to shoot a drowning scene too. Then all these people showed up and I had to convince them all to leave. But I wanted them to leave because I actually needed to shower. 

In another dream Audrey and I went to GRBC (our youth group in high school) and surprised every one by just showing up. 

My final dream, a huge group of people were taking this tour and then allowed to go browse the gift shop, but the gift shop was like a real store. And there was a part that was had storage shelves filled with Disney and other characters. And there was Hello Kitty makeup. 

After working a 17 hour shift, I slept all from 430am until 4pm. I could hear Danell in the living room, but was too tired/asleep to get up. 

In my dream I would be laying in bed and I would see Danell about to bite me so I’d try to wake up and move. But when I would “wake up” I would still be sleeping in my bed and hear something and try to wake up. My body was trying to shake itself awake, but I kept waking up only to still be in a dream. When I finally woke up for real, my arms were half asleep so I could barely move at all. Then I would realize how tired I was and that I didn’t feel good, and so I’d go back to sleep. Every time I tried to wake up, I would go through the process of waking up only to be in a dream until I finally woke up for real. 

It was as bad as dreams were you can’t scream or run away from something about to hurt you. 

 We were at the movie theater with everyone. At some point my friends changed to Ian and Anthony. Then we went to their house. I was around Ian a lot, but I still liked Anthony. Then some blonde chick & her friend were hanging around. At first I thought maybe she was his gf but turns out she was some crazy fangirl. 

So I guess Matt and I were together. I lived in this creepy house with my mom and a bunch of room mates or renters. The first part of the dream was about how Matt and I were flirting and eventually just held hands and snuggled. Then he needed a place to stay and since we had this massive two story house with an extra room, I said he could stay here. Then he spilled something on his shirt so he needed another one. First he tried on one of my girly ones then we looked through my drawers but I couldn’t find any of my larger unisex tees. So we went to the room next to mine (which was the one no one else lived in) and I had some of my clothes and stuff in there too. I guess we found a shirt but I don’t remember. Well some of my friends and mom were in there too sitting on the bed and talking. Then it transited to more of a horror film. My mom said something about the tenants acting strange, and wanted us to get out of the house. Then as we went out of the room to go down the stairs, this creepy old lady started coming up the stairs angrily. Followed by this guy walking on all four backwards up the stairs and he tried to bite us. I told Matt not to let him bite anyone because he had rabies or something and was mentally ill. 

 Then I woke up.

I don’t know why I would live in an old two story creepy wooden house with my mother and a bunch of tenants. I also don’t know why we would let crazy people live there. However, I know the creepy guy walking up the stairs and the old lady part was there because I watched this cartoon about creepy nightshift walmart workers on YT. I have no idea why I dreamed about the other stuff though. 

But it did make me miss the boys. The three of us used to have so much fun. 

I’d tell you guys my dream, but it’s long and really doesn’t make sense. However, I will tell you guys three main things about it; 1)Audrey was a b-word and we got in a fight, 2)I had to leave during the movie and missed most of it, but sat in the theater with Marc, Michael and some other guy talking about how awesome it was, and 3)a bear tried to attack me (it was really some girl in a bear costume) and I got in trouble because I pushed her when she “attacked”. 

Weird dream, but very interesting. 

Isn’t it crazy how real dreams feel and how they associate with what’s going on while you’re sleeping? Like I was freezing while I sleeping since I was just using my duvet as a blanket, so in my dream I was drinking an ICEE. And when my body started to warm up cause the air kicked off, in my dream I was sitting on someone’s lap and I could feel the heat from his chest and his breathing. So my back was warming up from that, but I was still drinking the ICEE so my hands were still cold. 

Anyways, I know it’s a random dream post. But dreams have always fascinated me. What’s your craziest, best, or most felt real dream?

Driving Sam & Madi, kept getting lost and having to turn around. Taylor got in at some point. Went through “Admiral”, but a train was blocking the only way I knew how to get through. 

Met parents at Dry Gulch like place. Storm was coming. Was in a cabin for shelter with tons of people. Saw Nikki and her mom, she said something rude about TCC. So I ran outside in the rain behind the cabin. One of the security guards in a raincoat ran after me. He was about 20 and very cute. Since I wouldn’t go back in yet, he stayed with me. The lake backed up to cabin. Some of people around my age were racing their cars in the water. They had floating stuff under them, so when they sank, they’d float again. I saw a red bug then saw Audrey. Started yelling at her, asking her if she knows how dangerous and stupid this was. She was like yeah whatever. I said “You know there’s supposed to be a huge storm, maybe a tornado coming in?” She looked up at the sky, which was looking like a normal sunny evening right before the sun paints the sky orange.” She said it looked fine now, and then began to yell at me for always being mad, and not being happy for her about moving. She swam a little further away since I just stared at her. The young security guard was still standing next to me, and said “I’m sorry…” I turned around and looked at him then starting crying, and he held me quietly saying “I’m sorry“‘s and It’s going to be okay“‘s. I looked up and turned back to face where Audrey was and the clouds moving in were a almost black and quickly overtaking the sky. She was swimming towards the shore. I grabbed the guy’s hand and pulled him as I ran to the cabin. I hopped over the railing with him still in tow. People were standing on the porch since there wasn’t much room left in the cabin. I told them my family was in there, and please let us in. They let me, and I pulled him along saying “I won’t leave him.” As we ran inside the wind began to shake the building. We sat on the floor since no other cover was available, and kept close.